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everyone well that's it - we made it to the end of the decade. we all made it, separate but not necessarily apart, because i know that there were moments in this decade that i wouldn't have been able to make it if not for the community of people around me. thank you to everyone that i know for being kind, for being patient, for being open and honest with me, through every single up and down. thanks for catching me when i fall, and kicking my ass when i get too moody. i hope that this decade has given you what you wanted - and if it hasn't, i hope you fucking take 2020 by the horns and demand that it goes as you please. you can do it. you're strong enough, you're kind enough, you're powerful enough to take on everything that life throws at you. i know it. here's to the roaring 20s, and i hope that everything opens up to your wildest dreams!! happy new year!
aki you should consider changing your name bc honestly i have to start with you every single fuckin year and that's always such a mess. but in all seriousness, it's so funny to me that we got to hang out twice this year and somehow the earth is still standing, not to mention i was actually successful in remembering your birthday!!!! it was just full of surprises all around. but honestly, i'm happy to know you. when i look back not only on the past year, but the past few years, i've always considered you one of my most reliable friends. you're someone that i can talk to about literally anything, from memes that no one else understands, to actual real world problems that i know that you'd have an opinion on, and be someone that i can learn from too. it felt a lot like no matter how shitty things got some days, i could talk to you and somehow come out of the conversation with a smile on my face. i don't think i've ever said thank you enough for that, and i don't really know if i'll ever really be able to truly get my point across. but thank you for being an irreplaceable person in my life, and i'm really distressed at the idea that if we keep this friendship up, i'll know you when i'm 34 too. thanks for completing me, but like, in a meme way, you shitty goblin.
al oh al i know you've had so much going on this past... uh. half year. plus. but i just wanted to say that i'm really glad that we've gotten a chance to reconnect since grimm, and that you were willing to put in the faith to come join my game sdfklsf. your energy and your willingness to get involved, and your kindness that you extend toward other people always make you a joy to have on my timeline. but i've been really excited for all the changes that are coming up in your life, and i'm really glad that you're really taking control of your future!!! i hope that it brings you every happiness that you've been striving for, and you can finally knock out all the really cool stuff that you have on your wishlist of crazy activities and whims. i hope you have the time of your life taking classes that you want to take, and really shaping your life into what you want it to be. i'm rooting for you!! i hope your 2020 is gonna be everything you want and more
anna i'm losing it, i think the weirdest thing to me is the fact that i genuinely have known you for less than a year, but you've somehow managed to become such a vivid part of my life. it really would feel like a strange day now to go by a day without something shitty being said in our server, or otherwise having to watch you get roasted by someone for something. but i also want to say that i think you are one of the kindest, open-hearted, wonderful people that i've gotten to meet on this dumb internet. you have such incredible talent as a writer, and i'm so lucky to get a chance to rp with you, but even more than that i think that you are a fantastic friend, and someone who always tries to see the best in others. you can tsun as much as you want, but i think that you genuinely have such a propensity for kindness, and extending yourself for others, and it's just one of the many things that i adore about you. thank you for being a part of my life and not absolutely dropkicking me after all the times that we've been mean to each other. you're a strong, smart, capable person and i hope that i get to see you in 2020, you punk
andie it is genuinely so funny to me that there were a series of months this year where i just kept? seeing you in person? and it just felt like such a natural thing to me to be like "oh yea i'll probably see andie again in like two months" like we really were filipino cousins who would just drop in on each other every now and then, it was so funny sdlfkjsf but!! i know this past year has been some ups and downs for you, and i just wanted to say that i hope that 2020 is kinder to you. i hope that 2020 recognizes all the work that you put in, and all the heart that you show to the people around you, and minimizes all of your thirsty sins and the shit that you make us see in servers, and gives you the year that you deserve. because you are an amazing, kind, hilarious person who is always doing your best in everything that you try your hand at, and you are someone who deserves happiness and opportunity. so i hope that both of those things come your way in the coming year, and the coming decade, and you can take care of you and yours the way that you want to. thanks for being my friend, andie, and i'll see you next year again!!
ara ARA THE KEEPER OF THE BEARS AND THE BRAINCELLS!!!! WHAT WOULD WE HAVE DONE WITHOUT YOU slkdjfsf i'm losing it. honestly thank you so much for being a good sport about being immediately pulled into our memes without us even asking, because we're heathens with no meme manners. but i honestly feel like you're a good sport about everything, and it was just so nice to get to officially meet you this past year. you were such a calming presence everywhere that we went, even though you also managed some pERFECTLY FIERY ROASTS IN RETURN every now and then sdlfksf. you're genuinely one of the warmest people that i know, not to mention one of the best writers. i love the way that you consider your characters so thoughtfully, and try to carry all aspects of their personality, and all the chaos that comes from that even though you terrorized me in subdiv. i'm so happy to know you, and i can't wait to see you again in 2020!! we will once again need you to hold the braincell,
ari OH ARI IT WAS SO NICE TO MEET YOU THIS YEAR AAAAAAAA SDLKFJSF honestly it was genuinely one of the greatest highlights of my vacation, and you are just as friendly and sweet in person as i thought that you'd be, laughs. i'm so happy that we've gotten to play together in so many different ways this year, finally getting to murder with you was amazing especially our fuckin stupid demon nonsense in that last week of thots, wow. you are always so creative and fun to thread off of, and i'm so happy to get a chance to write with you and can't wait to rp with you again in january!! it's been wonderful to know you as long as i have, and to get all of our weird cr, and in general getting the chance to be your friend and watch your descent into swordhell laughs. i hope that i get to see you again at fanime 2020, and i hope that your new decade is as fabulous as you deserve!!
becks BECKS WHO ALREADY LAUNCHED INTO THE NEW YEAR WAY AHEAD OF US!!!! ugh becks for one i can't believe that you finally got a chance to murder with us after i've been hounding you for months laughs i'M SO GLAD THAT WE FINALLY DRAGGED YOU IN and you got to join our funky little murder family. it makes me so happy to know you, and to talk to you more consistently, and generally be able to enjoy having you in my life bc god knows that i'm lucky for that!! you are such a friendly, outgoing, hilarious person that brings light with you wherever you go whether it's in the servers or in the joke tags that you slam into people's inboxes. i feel like you really do manage to bring the party with you wherever you go. it's crazy to think about all the years that i've known you, and i can't wait to continue to write and chat with you into the new year and the new decade. thank you so much for all the laughs and the nonsense, and for just being so unapologetically yourself.
blair WELL FOR ONE I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO ARTICULATE HOW EXCITED I AM TO HAVE YOU IN MY GAME NEXT MONTH!!!! i've been so excited from the second that you expressed interest, because i've been excited for the chance to play with you again, which hasn't been super easy to find since i've disappeared to mgs for so long!! but i just wanted to tell you that i know that the past few years have had a lot of ups and downs, but i'm just happy that you've come to a place where you're stronger, when you're entertaining the idea of school together, and generally that happiness is finding you more, because you deserve it. i know that our own relationship has yo-yo'd a lot, laughs and cries, but i'm always going to be cheering for you, and hoping for your every happiness, because you are a wonderful, kind, sincere person who deserves it. i hope that you can continue to do what brings you joy, and write who you want to write, and you get a chance to do everything that you dream of. thank you for sticking with me for the past few years, and i'm really happy that our friendship gets to extend into the next decade.
boba FINALLY! I GOT TO MEET BOBA! LIVE AND IN PERSON! WOW! THAT WAS AMAZING! i'm losing it, i can't believe that it finally happened after so long of me trying to chase you down for it. getting to see madeon with you after we've talked so much about "IF MADEON GOES ON TOUR, WE HAVE TO GO SEE HIM TOGETHER" was definitely one of the highlights of the year. not to mention the fact that i get to play with you in a game again? absolutely amazing. absolutely delighted. you have always been one of the most fun people to play off of, and that hasn't changed at all. i love seeing all the ideas that you have and the ways that you run with them in the game, and i am just so fond of everything that you just run for in rp with wild abandon. not to mention how supportive of you are in everything, and also the gratitude that i feel for all the dog pictures that you share - you are just, in general, an incredible person who i feel so lucky to know. being friends with you is a delight and each day that i get with you is a gift. it's wild to me how long we've known each other and we'll just keep racking up the years ♥
britt OH MY DARLING BELOVED BRITT WITH HER NEW YONA-ESQUE HAIRCUT!!!! i think that you, more than anyone else i know, deserves a nice, soft, warm, reassuring decade ahead of you. because i think you are one of the nicest, softest, warmest, and most reliable people that i know on this entire godforsaken planet. i wish i could tell you how much you mean to me but that would be quite the fucking feat. i think that you are someone who is always considerate of others, who can always stand to be a little kinder to herself, and who really knows how to fuckin work that customer service voice, laughs. i am so fond of you, and i appreciate you so much, and i want nothing more than for your life to be easier because you deserve it. you are one of the most hard-working people that i know, and you deserve recognition for everything that you offer to your friends and the people around you. you mean the world to me and so many other people, for so many reasons, because you are such a wonderful friend and a light in everyone's lives. so i hope that the coming decade is more relaxing, and you get a chance for a break, but know that no matter what, we all love you and will try to support you in every way we know how. thank you for all the smiles and moments of friendship that you've given me, and i can't wait to spend 2020 with you too.
cardori OH SWEET CARDORI it's still wild to me to think that i only got to know you in the past few years when technically we live? so strangely close to each other? isn't that such a strange thing? sometimes i think about that au where we met irl when we were younger and then had no idea until we met up again later in our lives, laughs. but i know that the past few years have been a lot of changes for you, and a lot of you dealing with some dark things, but i just want you to know that i'm really happy that you're here. i'm really happy that you're still in all of our lives, making us scream in confusion over rp, and making us all laugh and smile - and hopefully you get to squeeze in some smiles and laughs yourself. i think that not only are you a very thoughtful and intelligent person, but i think that you are a very sweet and kind person. i think that you offer a lot to the people around you, and you're a good friend, and we're all very fortunate to have you in our lives. i'm happy that even if we never met earlier in our lives, we know each other now, and i get to call you a friend. i look forward to years ahead with you, and rping with you, and hanging out with you casually taking pictures of cats or ice skating or whatever else the new decade will bring.
cola SWEET COLA it's such a weird concept to me that i've only gotten to really know you over the past year!! i know that school and life has been busy for both of us so we don't always get the chance to chat much, but i nonetheless wanted to express to you how happy i am that you're in my life and how glad i am that i got the chance to meet with you. writing with you is always so much, just So Much, and the variety of characters that you play is always amazing to me. from madoka to akane to escha i'm just like mY GOD THE RANGE!!! on top of that, you're always such a funny and friendly voice in every single game server we have, which makes me super excited to get to play with you again in the coming year!! it would delight me to no end to get the chance to rp with you again, and have an excuse to pull you into our disco for all the nonsense that goes on in there. i hope that your 2020 is kinder to you, because you deserve it, and i hope that everything goes your way!! may the decade be as lovely and bright as you are ♥
crystal well i can't do this without talking about how fucking funny and amazing you are, crystal, i just can't. i'll say again and again that i'm really happy that we were able to get more cr this time around in thots, and i got to experience one of your cryptids again because oh god i've missed them. i love your sense of humor, all the memes that you posted, but also how sincerely and unapologetically you adore every single one of your "barely knows how to be a human" characters slkfjsdf it was so fun to play with you again and i hope that our paths gross again soon in the future!! regardless, whether it's with your art, your writing, or just you living life, i hope that 2020 is amazing to you and you manage to get everything that you want from it and more. please go live your funky life and just know that you bring so much laughter and joy to the people around you just from being yourself, and never doubt that.
dearest ugh
EVERY YEAR I DO THIS,,
but no i feel like at this point there's nothing that i could say that you haven't heard before. which is so wild, but i guess it's just another reminder that we've been in each other's lives for so goddamn long, which is also mind-boggling in its own right. it feels like just yesterday that we were both in high school, and then i blinked and now i'm in grad school and you have a career that you just got a promotion for. WE'RE REALLY ADULTS NOW. but i think that same as any other year, i feel grateful and so happy that i have you as my rock, and someone who's always got my back. even though it's been harder to find time to watch shit this year, which we have to get better at, i hope that we continue to have at least that constant that we'll always be in each other's lives. i know that i'm happier to have you with me, and i'm sure that others can say the same. you are an incredible, smart, capable person who has defeated impostor syndrome so like, i have no idea what the fuck is left for you to do. cure cancer? but really, i'm sure that there's literally nothing in this world that you wouldn't be able to do if you put your mind to it. thank you for being a part of my life for this long, dearest, and i hope that the new decade just means that you'll reach higher and higher. we got this.
eli oh sweet eli, i just want to say thank you for always greeting me every single holiday, and for wishing me well on finals week, and congratulating me for getting into grad school, and in general just being such a thoughtful and considerate person to everyone around you. it's been so nice when i get to see you when you come to LA, and you're just as delightful in person as you are on the internet. you're someone who is absolutely incredible about reaching out to your friends and making them feel loved, and i just wanted you to know that your efforts definitely aren't unnoticed. i'm so happy to be able to call you a friend, and it's so wild to me that we weren't even super close a few years ago. but i'm happy that i've gotten to play so many different types of cr with you in so many wild games, and in general that i've gotten to get to know you and become a more educated person in musicals because of it. the love that you have for your canons is infectious and manages to immediately steal everyone's hearts. i can't wait to play with you even more in the coming year, and thank you for being my friend.
francy hm i have to go
no just kidding. it's really funny that we've been handcuffed to each other for pretty much a year and there isn't all that much sign that that's going to change any time soon!! I KNOW THAT THERE'S A NICENESS QUOTA BUT FUCK IT, IT'S THE HOLIDAYS so i'm ignoring it. this sign can't stop me because i can't read, etc etc. but honestly, i'm really glad that we're friends, and that we've gotten so close over the past year. it's been really fun to have a threading partner that i can slam into stuff with whenever i have a whim, even tho i know lately i've been so tired and it's my tag on all our shit aaaaaaa, but it's never because i don't want to write with you, because i always do. because your tags are fun and engaging, and talking to you is just as fun and engaging. thank you for being my side as we finally finished the greatest kdrama of the millenium, Pinocchio, and everything else that we've put on randomly throughout the year. and thank you also for just being someone that i feel like i can talk to, that listens and remembers the things that i get insecure about, and generally being a good friend to me. i appreciate knowing that if i'm ever down, i can talk to you about stuff and at least feel heard even tho a lot of my problems tends to be huge and existential and hard to actually find a way out of. but you're always a wonderful voice to have just to bring me back to earth, and i can say with all sincerity that i don't know that i would've done without you this year. you made my life better just by being yourself, and i hope that i've managed to give back to you even a fraction of what you've given to me. so thank you for everything, and you'll have to keep dealing with me for the next decade! we still have not found the handcuffs key,
freshy OH FRESHY I LOVE YOU i tell this to everyone who will endure me for even five seconds because even though we haven't played together in years and our fandoms only cross streams like twice a year, i still want to express how happy i am to have you in my life every single year. because i think that your sense of humor is top notch, i think that you're one of the kindest people i know, i think that you're open-hearted, and pretty, and in general just a fantastic human being. being able to talk to you briefly about dream!ing or touken ranbu is honestly always such a highlight to me, and i love hearing your insights about literally anything. i think that you could probably read the phonebook and i'd be absolutely fucking enraptured. but regardless, i just want to say that i'm happy that you're in my life, and thank you for still being my friend. i hope that the new decade is extremely, unfathomably kind to you ♥
gigi ugh i just thought about minions bc that's just what i associate with you and i could go an entire fuckin decade without thinking about minions and be that much richer for it. in all seriousness, welcome to California, and despite fuckin everything that's happened, i'm still so happy that you're here. i'm so glad that we have, in fact, gone to get boba multiple times like we said that we would, and that we've been able to hang out since you've arrived. it's still strange to me that we've only known each other for a few years because you are someone that i feel like i could've known my whole life considering how quickly we got along, and how much i automatically trusted you. so even though you drive me crazy and i honestly think there are a few statements i could've gone without ever hearing, i'm really happy that we're friends. i'm really happy that we've been able to stay friends through all the crazy shit that's happened to both of us, including twitter having it out for you, and i hope that we're able to stay friends through whatever else happens. but in general, i hope that the new decade is nice to you, and you get repaid for all the hard work that you put into everything. the meritocracy is broken and sometimes effort feels like a sham - but i think you, more than anyone i know, deserve kindness from the universe. so i hope that it comes, and it's everything that you ever hope for.
gore we're not in games together anymore and i don't always have a second to catch your plurks, but i just still wanted to express gratitude for the fact that we're friends, and that we've gotten to be friends for so long. i hope that everything is going well, and i'm gonna make more of an effort to slam into your plurks soon because i miss your puns, but i just wanted to say that when i look back on some of the years in this decade, i'm feel happy and lucky that i always found such a consistent friend in you. you're someone who is so big-hearted, so warm, and so friendly that you make everyone around you feel cared for. thank you for making the world a brighter place and also for being a part of my life all this time!!
hana HANA I WANTED TO WISH YOU A HAPPY NEW YEAR i know that we don't rp together anymore, and i mostly see a lot of your stuff on twitter, but it feels like it would've been wrong to look back on the past year and decade and think about the people in my life and not express the gratitude in my heart that i got to meet you. i still think that you're one of the sweetest people that i know, and even though we both took a break from game rp, i hope that our paths will cross in the future soon!! regardless, i always love every single one of your fandom opinions and watching you fall into Badass Temple hell was so very, very funny sldkfj. but!! thank you so much for being my friend, and i hope that the new year and the new decade are kind to you. i hope to cross paths with you again soon!!
jae i keep laughing - jae, you are probably one of the oldest friends that i have. one of the friends that i can look back and actually confidently say "yes, i'm pretty sure i knew jae at the start of the decade" and isn't that a wild thing? in all this time, you have always been someone that i admire. someone who is kind, who is sweet, who is incredibly good to all the people in her life. whether it's the gifts that you make for people - and i clutched my phichit pillow closer to me when you made that plurk - or just the fact that you always reach out to others and find all the ways to make them smile, i think that you are probably one of the greatest examples on this planet that there are genuinely nice people out there. i miss rping with you a lot, but i mostly am still glad to catch you whenever i do on plurk. my greatest hope is that i'll eventually see you in person again one of these years, because this past fanime i missed you so very dearly. thank you for being thoughtful and hilarious, and in general just being your bear-loving self. i'm so happy that i go to go through this entire goddamn decade with you, and i can't wait to go for another one ♥ much love and happy new year
jan )': i love jan so much. JAN, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. i'm gonna say it pretty much a thousand times over, because i mean it every single time. i'm not sure how many of these notes i've written for you over the years, and i'm actually worried to think about how repetitive i might've gotten sodklfjsdf but i guess if anything, i think there's at least the consistent fact that i love you, and i'm really grateful that you're in my love, and you're an irreplaceable friend to me. i love the energy that you bring in everything that you do, and i'm glad that we've gotten to murder with each other not just one but three times over this past year, and our cr has absolutely slayed me every single time. you're a fantastic writer, and i love seeing the way that you engage with people and let your characters grow. even though you're so tired of us in chat, i am also glad that i have a way to talk to you everyday, even if it's just for a few minutes sldkfjsdf we've been together this long so the chances of you getting rid of me are pretty fucking slim!!! thank you for enduring me all this time, and for how you will inevitably have to endure me for the next decade ♥
kami OH SPORTS PROTAG OF MY LIFE!!!! i'm laughing, kami, i don't know how i actually got by without having you in my life. i barely remember what that time was like now?? i don't know how i got by without your boundless energy, without the way that you care so much about others, without the way that you seem to make friends everywhere that you go. you really have that izuku and hinata energy..... when will shounen jump just accept the inevitable and write a manga about you?? in all seriousness, thank you for always being a ball of light that rams straight forward everything and everyone. i love the way that you see your goals and then chase after them, whether that's something in your life or with your fitness regimen, or just anything at all. you are an incredible person who is genuinely one of the most impressive forces of nature in existence, and i hope that you pat yourself on the back for that and give yourself credit for all the difference that you make in the world. thank you for always giving me a reason to smile, and i can't wait to hang out with you again in the new decade!
kat SLDKFJSDF LISTEN I CAN'T NOT GIVE YOU A SHOUTOUT CONSIDERING THE WEIRD WAY THAT WE RECONNECTED THESE PAST FEW WEEKS HAHA SDLKFJ but you're a friend that i've lost touch with and then reconnected over the past decade, and i think that's just the weird magic of internet friendships since we met in pandora hearts and eventually reconvened in hypnosis mic sdlkfjsdf. but!! i did some catching up and read some of your recent plurks and honestly i'm glad that you're doing well!! you've made it to the bigtime and now you make drinks and cosplay and write fic and what more could you really want out of life, right. sdlkfj but!! i hope that 2020 is even kinder to you, and i hope the hypmic anime is good for both of our sakes, laughs. thanks for being a part of my life over the course of the decade, and i hope that we manage to stay connected for a long while!!
keru AW KERU i just want to express my appreciation for you considering how accomplished you are, and how cool i think that is. like considering how active you are in your fandoms, the fact that you sing on youtube, that you're literally teaching in japan?? those are all amazing things and i admire your ability to really chase after what you want to do!! the entire time that we've known each other, you've always been an amazing, sweet, delightfully kind person who reaches out to the people around you and makes them feel right at home. i hope that japan has been good to you and continues to be good to you in the new year!! hopefully we get to play together again sometime soon, but i will patiently wait bc it'll be totally worth it whenever it happens!! thank you for being in my life, and i hope your new decade is fantastic!
kia kia my incredible, prolific, and incredibly prolific friend -- sldkfjsdf ok but no really, i think that you're amazing. in so many ways. you write fic for so many people, you're active in all your games, you consume so much media, you volunteer at a shelter on the weekends - you are just such an unfathomably talented person with the energy levels that i can only really aspire to??? i'm so happy that our fandom paths crossed again this year in fire emblem so we could talk about it, and also so i could appropriately enjoy and admire your writing and the way that you play from it!! i need to get more active in my own damn game again soon so that we can play together, but you're a joy to have as not only a player and fellow writer, but also as a friend. i'm so happy and blessed that i've known you over the past decade, and that i look forward to knowing you for the coming decade too!! thank you for being a part of my life, and choosing to be my friend, and for your endless warmth and patience. i adore you so much and hopefully i'll be able to see you in the coming year(s)!!!
kori KORI I WISH I COULD TELL YOU HOW MUCH I WANT YOU TO COME VISIT AGAIN SDLKFJ OR HOW BADLY I WANT TO TRY TO MAKE IT TO ACEN!!! BUT ON GOD I MISS YOU SO!! the weekend that you came to visit - i can't remember which year that was don't look at me it might've been 2018 it doesn't matter - was still so incredibly fun, and i follow your tweets but it'S NOT THE SAME AS I GETTING TO HANG WITH YOU IRL!! anyway i hope that you're living your kpop life, both in the sense that you enjoy the kpop you listen to and the fact that i thought that one of your selfies was a for realsies idol selca HAHA. i hope that we get to tag again soon especially as i get bit by the chiakana bug, but in general i just wanted to express my warm wishes and hope that you get to have a wonderful 2020! thank you for being my friend and i'm so happy that i got to know you this decade ♥
kosy OH MY SWEET BAE, I HOPE YOU ATE MANY MOONCAKES THIS YEAR I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF THAT'S THE SEASON YET BUT IN GENERAL I HOPE THAT YOU EAT MOONCAKES AROUND THE HOLIDAYS NO MATTER HOW MANY CALORIES THEY HOLD!!! but given the fact that i still send you a bunch of leo enstars links even to this day, i hope you know that i think of you often, and i always hope that you're doing well. i hope you're warm and happy and get to spend time with your friends and loved ones, and that life is treating you well otherwise i'm gonna fistfight it. especially when i think about the friendship over the course of the decade, it always makes me smile because i'm always gonna be fond of the time we've spent together no matter what. thank you for making that first enstars plunge with me, but also for playing all sorts of weird crosscanon cr, and being an amazing writer, and always giving me a reason to smile no matter what's going on. you're always going to be dear to me, and i hope your new decade is amaaaazing. thank you for being my bae. (':
kyuu clutches chest kyuu.....!!!! kyuu sometimes i think about the fact that you were in cerealia for pretty much the same length of time that aki and i were and yet he and i had no idea, and i thINK ABOUT HOW UNFORTUNATE THAT IS. BECAUSE THAT IS SO MUCH TIME THAT I COULD'VE HAD KYUU IN MY LIFE AND INSTEAD I MISSED OUT!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!! sdkljfdf bUT REGARDLESS i feel lucky that i get to have you in my life now. you're smart, you're funny, you're a great person that's fun to write with and plot with and i can't wait to ruin everyone's lives in crau!! it's always a delight to bounce ideas off of you since we get things like gluing heelies on carlos' burned toesies and it's always a good time. but it's been great to share games with you for the past year, and i hope that we get to share even more in the coming year!! thank you for being such a fun person in my life, and i hope that your new decade is delightful and comforting!!
lisa lisaaaaaaaa i feel like you said yourself in your own decade in review plurk, but i really am glad that this year was kind to you - you've done amazing things. i'm so glad that you feel like there's a type of clarity in your life and that you're able to do the things that you want to do!! the strength that you found to create your comic isn't something that can easily be described in words, and i will always admire you for it. i'm so glad that i was able to meet you this year - being able to hang out with you and ray and ari will honestly be such a highlight of my summer, thanks for enduring the heatwave!! but yes, i just wanted to give you kudos and say that you did absolutely amazing this year and i hope that the next year is even kinder to you!! i hope that you find time and energy for everything that you want to do, because i'm sure that you're going to take the world by storm. thank you so much for giving me inspiration to go out and do things that matter to me, and have a fantastic new year!!
marie MARIE YOU ARE A GIFT TO THE UNIVERSE AND EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD BETTER KNOW IT. I MEAN IT. i think about what you give to other people, whether it's for work, or for your friendships, or for your hobbies, or just for the type of life you live - and i think that you are so generous and so kind, and i know that maybe you're not yet at a place where you feel like you can truly accept your current standing - but i just want you to know that as an outsider looking in, you're amazing. you're someone who is incredibly dedicated and incredibly reliable and incredibly loyal - while also being charming, hilarious, and so smart. while i understand the drive to always be better, i hope that i can also just extend the fact that you are so impressive as you are, too. i mean i also like writing with you. i should probably also admit that given that we met in an rping hobby, but y'know,, you have a way with your characters where you give them so much life, and no thread is ever boring. but all in all, you're basically an amazing person that deserves every piece of good luck and every great opportunity that life throws at you. thank you so much for being an amazing influence in my life, and i hope that your decade is amazing!!!
mira clutches chest.... mira. well for one, congratulations again on graduating, i hope that your post-school life has been amazing and you've accomplished everything that you've wanted to!! you're free, and i think that starting off the new decade free is definitely an amazing feeling. but i just wanted to say thank you for reaching out to me once you realized that our fandoms were colliding again, because i absolutely missed talking to you about plot and fandom and also reminiscing about our old cr because some of the stuff we did was just so galaxy brain ugh. it's crazy how long we've known each other when i pause and think about how long ago cerealia was, because it feels almost like another lifetime. but i'm so happy that our paths crossed then and we've been able to stay friends since then!! you're a really gifted writer with a knack for introspection and being able to really pull out some amazing headcanons too, and i always had a blast when i got to play off of you! thank you so much for being a part of my life for so long, and i hope that your upcoming year is truly blessed!!
nat baby nat sacks.... please don't stop reading sldkjf. HAHA okay in all seriousness, i love you natto and i'm so happy that we're friends. there's no one else that i would've rather seen promare 8 times with or into the spider-verse like 7 times with. wow we watch movies a lot. ANYWAY i'm so grateful that you're in my life, because i love every single one of our long meandering talks over ramen or a pizookie at like 10 pm. i think you're a thoughtful, intelligent, incredibly kind and sincere person who deserves the world. i know that sometimes compliments can be a little hard to accept but i'm just (shoves them at you) take it juST TAKE IT. you are one of my dearest friends, and when i look back on the past few years, some of the best memories that i have are ones where you're in them. thanks for all your patience with being dragged into the memes by the way, i hope you enjoy your trips to mars on a jaeger you didn't ask for. but really, i'm so happy when i get to look back on the past few years and i get the chance to say that you're my friend, and i'm lucky enough to be able to say that. i hope that i'll be able to say it for a long time coming!! thank you for everything, from the laughs to the vulnerable chats, and i hope that the upcoming decade has everything that you could ever want waiting for you to just reach out and grab.
niji niji i am a fucking idiot and i didn't add you on my normal plurk apparently?? i COULD'VE FUCKING SWORN THAT I DID, BUT APPARENTLY I DID NOT SDKLFJSDF ANYWAY!!! WHENEVER YOU ADD ME AND YOU GET TO FINALLY SEE THIS - i can't believe that i only got to know you this year, and i wonder where you've been all my life. honestly i missed you so much this past murdergame niji, i missed you so much that my heart ACHED with it even tho i don't want to live in a world where jj yurionice fucks. but you are such a bundle of warmth and sweetness, while also being so intensely cursed i can't believe some of the shit that you say. it is occurring to me now that i've missed a lot of your plurks that were done outside of the murdergame period, buT FOR THE ONES THAT I DID SEE, i hope that you continue to be the best possible version of yourself and also have a wonderful 2020!! thank you for being a part of my life, and i adore you more than i can even begin to say.
nik ugh nik FINALLY I GET REVENGE FOR YOUR INCREDIBLY SWEET THANKSGIVING MESSAGE!!!! when i got the ping and read what you sent me, i got to go "oh my god, i absolutely am going to get revenge for this" anD HERE IT IS. so nik, i'm so glad that 2019 improved for you over time. congratulations on leaving your job and finding a place that will actually treat you right, and if it doesn't, we're gonna break their kneecaps. that's just what all your friends have agreed as a collective. because honestly, you are such a wonderful, caring, determined, and loyal human being that deserves the world. i hope that the momentum from your new job just continues to ride out into the new year so that it gets better and better, and that you seize this upcoming decade and make it yours. i'm so glad that i got to meet you through a murdergame, and i hope that we'll get a chance to play together again in the future!! but until then, i adore you to bits and just want you to do whatever makes you happy. you've earned it. thank you for everything, and have an amazing 2020!!
pixi oh pixi we need you and your braincell more than anything else on this planet. sdlkfjsdf I KEEP THINKING ABOUT ALL OUR GATHERINGS WHERE AKI AND I WERE IMMEDIATELY USELESS AS SOON AS THE SUN SET SO WE RELIED SO HEAVILY ON YOU AND YOUR BRAINCELL!!! but in all seriousness, i'm so relieved that i met you this year for reasons other than the fact that you're the only sane person i know dsldkjf. you are such an amazing, generous, giving person and i always, always love talking to you and hearing about what you get up to. youR LIFE IS REALLY INTERESTING?? LIKE THE PATH YOU'VE TAKEN TO GET TO WHERE YOU ARE NOW IS REALLY INTERESTING SDLFKJ and i hope that the path you take from here forward is also interesting but like - in a responsible, manageable way!!! i hope that you get to sleep better and transition to the job of your dreams in 2020!! i hope you get to see yuzuru hanyu skate somehow!! i hope that the heavens up and give you every single dream that you deserve. thank you so much for being my friend, and i look forward to see you for fanime 2020!!
ray ugh ray you're just as lovely in person as you are on the internet, and i already said it in ari and lisa's but getting to hang out with all three of you was honestly one of the high points of my vacation. i am so happy that i got to finally hang with y'all in person and talk about murder in an ice cream shop. is that not the dream. sldkjf but in all seriousness, i'm so glad that we got to play together so much this year!! you and ari joining the murder circuit was such a gift, even though one game was just kara and lili being stupid and weirdly compatible with each other, laughs. you're such a fantastic writer and such a creative person that's awesome to bounce ideas off of, and i look forward to seeing you in my game next month!! i hope that 2020 is even kinder to you than 2019 was, because you absolutely deserve to have a bright and shining future ahead of you. thank you so much for your friendship over the past few years, and i really hope that i get to see you at fanime next year!!
sib OH MY SIBBU....... look even tho i've gotten to the point where you've given me enough material to roast you mercilessly, i hope that you know that no matter what, above all else, i love you. and i'm worried that i might not say it enough to even out my gentle bullying, but i'm gonna try to get better about it. i love you a lot, and i think you're one of the coolest people that i know. i love how much passion you have for the things that you care about, whether it's your fandoms, or your art, or your incredible knowledge about insects and animals, because those things can be so uniquely sib and that's what make them worthwhile to me. i love looking at a picture of sonic and going "that reminds me of sib" laughs. you're way cooler than you give yourself credit for, but i'm going to keep telling you as much until you start believing it yourself, because it's true. you're a fantastic person all around, and i'm the one who's lucky to know you. i promise. it was so good to meet you this past year and while i'm sad i won't get to see you again in 2020, i know that our paths will eventually cross again. thank you so much for all the laughs and all the roast material - but in all seriousness, i love you a ton and hope that 2020 is incredible for you.
sisi oh sisi i'm sure i've fucking told you this but when i think of phenomenal teachers who are going to make changes in so many lives, i think of you first and foremost. i think of your passion for teaching, and the way that you clearly love your kids while also being strict with them when you have to, and i think that you are a force of fucking nature. i'm so happy for your promotion because it just means that's even more lives that you'll get to touch and influence for the better, because you have amazing ideas and amazing creativity and a sort of love that i don't think many people can even hold a candle to. obviously i think you're also an amazing writer and a super wonderful friend and person, but given that we're both in the realm of education, you know i gotta give you a shoutout for your passion for teaching first, laughs. but yes, you're a wonderful human being and i'm so excited for you to be in my game next month!! thanks for giving me hope in humanity. have a fucking amazing 2020 and new decade!!
sunny clutches chest oh sunny. i have no idea if i ever got to tell you this, but your name is so apt HAHA. like i think you are an incredibly wonderful, very sunny, very radiant and warm person. and i think that your kids are very lucky to have you to watch over them, and you deserve every kind word and gift that you get for all of your work. thank you for always sparing a kind word for my plurks no matter how weird and introspective they get, and thank you for always showing that same sincerity for the people around you no matter what. it's been a while since we got to play together and i miss your writing each day, but in general i am so glad that i've gotten to call you a friend for the past few years. thank you for all of that, and i hope that you have a wonderful new year!!
teej OH TEEJ it's been a wild year for sure. I HOPE YOU FEEL GREAT WITH A CROSS COUNTRY MOVE AND A CHANCE TO MOD A MURDERGAME UNDER YOUR BELT!!! it's been super busy for you, and i just want you to know that i think that you killed it on every single front. you did great, and i am absolutely certain that you'll continue to do great into the new year!! thank you so much for all of your companionship over the past few years, whether it was talking about our dumpster fire ship or watching your immediate descent into donten ni warau because of one asshole ninja. it's been such a joy to know you for as long as you have, and i'm so happy that i got the chance to be your friend. you are one of the most caring people that i know, and also one of the most absurdly patient dslkfjsdf what i wouldn't give for your patience. you are so good to the people who are around you, and i hope that you get to spend the rest of your days surrounded by the people who love and adore you, because it's what you deserve!! 2020 is going to start with a revival of some of our worst mistakes and i'm very excited for it, and also can't wait to see you again for fanime. have a wonderful 2020!! thank you for being my friend despite the mutual roasting
tsubo OH MY DARLING TSUBO clutches chest. i know that we've both been busy with a lot of rl stuff so we haven't gotten a chance to talk much, and you especially have had a whirlwind of things that i don't always get the chance to comment on, but i just still wanted to let you know - that when i think of people who exude kindness wherever they go, the people who truly provide a light for others, who are making a difference every single day to the people around them with their words and their heart, i think of you. i want nothing more than for 2020 and the new decade to be lovely for you, because you absolutely deserve a bright, shining future. then again, you're someone who i think would be able to get it regardless just given the way that you interact with the world. FINGERS CROSSED THAT SOMETIME IN THE COMING DECADE I'LL BE ABLE TO SEE YOU IN PERSON but regardless i hope that you have a good one. thank you for absolutely every kind word you've spared for me in the past few years, because they've helped me more than you can ever begin to know
ty awwwww shit fam here we go HAHA can you believe that we haven't known each other the entire decade?? because i can barely believe that!!! i feel like we've been friends for half my fucking life. thank you for being at my side for so many things not only this year, but over the past few years that we've known each other, even if it's not quite the decade. whether it's modding murdergames together, or going to watch the try guys or anastasia, or going to disneyland, i genuinely feel so grateful that i got to do so many of those things with you. you're smart, you're capable, you're funny, you're just such a good person, and i hope that the new decade is everything you hope for and more, because that's what you deserve. you put so much effort into everything that you do, and i'm so glad that you're finally seeing results. even though it's the season for self-improvement, i hope that you never lose sight of the fact that you are already an amazing person with a lot to be proud of. thank you for being with me all this time, and for enduring my bad jokes, and always being a fantastic friend. happy new year and i'll see you in the coming decade!!
yaywon slkdjfslkdjf YAYWON YOU ARE JUST. SUCH A GIFT. ALL AROUND, YOU ARE A JOY AND A PRESENT TO US ALL, AND IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME THAT EVERYONE IS 100% AWARE OF THIS FACT. you are one of the absolute most hysterical people that i've ever known in my goddamn life, and i'm pretty i say this every single year, buT I'M GONNA SAY IT AGAIN!!!! it's always easy to be in a good mood around you, because i love the way that you just engage with everything and everyone. the way that you tackle life always seems so energetic and with a relentless sense of humor - and i desperately need more of that energy in my life in every single way. you make me so unbelievably happy, and i just wish i could express to you more how much i appreciate your presence in my life. i'm so excited to get a chance to be able to rp with you again after so long, and finally we're going to be able to get to play twins!!!! WOW!!!! it's been a fucking decade in the making and it's going to be the best possible thing. thank you so much for being a part of my life, and for giving me so many reasons to smile and laugh. NEXT YEAR!! WE'RE TWO BUT WE'RE ONE!!
zara oh zara, the light of my life, my sun and stars, my dearest friend, i don't know how the hell i can be expected to sum up how happy you make me in just a short paragraph, but i guess i'm gonna have to fuckin try,, i told some of my friends recently that i have some friends that i think of and they just make me feel soft - and you are one of those friends. you are one of the people in my life where i am so full of fondness when i think of you, because you are one of the nicest, sweetest, absurdly thoughtful and fluffy people that i've ever met. i just want you to know that no matter your bad days or good days, i'm always here for you, and i'm always in your corner. i want you to be happy more than anything else, because you are someone who deserves it. you are always so considerate of the people around you, and you deserve happiness. you make me happy just by being you, and i hope you never feel like you have to be anything or anyone else besides who you want to be. i hope that 2020 is kind to you, and makes you happy, but just know that no matter what the next decade brings, i promise i'll always be here with you. thank you for being a part of my life so far, and i look forward to what the rest of the years bring us.
zia i had to actually think about it and i won't lie that i was pretty surprised at the concept that i didn't know you at the beginning of the decade?? you just seem like one of those friends that i've had nebulously forever sdlkfjsdf i'm really happy that we reconnected in the murder circuit, and i've loved the weird eclectic cr we've had in that time!! you always play the most interesting characters and i love how you always lean all the way in for whatever characterization they have, because that means that it sure as hell is never a dull moment!! you're also just so fun to talk to in chat, and i'm so glad that we've all moved over to game servers, since it means that we all get to chat more and i feel like i've gotten to know you better. i look forward to seeing you at fanime, and apologize in advance for whatever nonsense you will have to witness during that time (wipes brow) happy new year!!!
aki you should consider changing your name bc honestly i have to start with you every single fuckin year and that's always such a mess. but in all seriousness, it's so funny to me that we got to hang out twice this year and somehow the earth is still standing, not to mention i was actually successful in remembering your birthday!!!! it was just full of surprises all around. but honestly, i'm happy to know you. when i look back not only on the past year, but the past few years, i've always considered you one of my most reliable friends. you're someone that i can talk to about literally anything, from memes that no one else understands, to actual real world problems that i know that you'd have an opinion on, and be someone that i can learn from too. it felt a lot like no matter how shitty things got some days, i could talk to you and somehow come out of the conversation with a smile on my face. i don't think i've ever said thank you enough for that, and i don't really know if i'll ever really be able to truly get my point across. but thank you for being an irreplaceable person in my life, and i'm really distressed at the idea that if we keep this friendship up, i'll know you when i'm 34 too. thanks for completing me, but like, in a meme way, you shitty goblin.
al oh al i know you've had so much going on this past... uh. half year. plus. but i just wanted to say that i'm really glad that we've gotten a chance to reconnect since grimm, and that you were willing to put in the faith to come join my game sdfklsf. your energy and your willingness to get involved, and your kindness that you extend toward other people always make you a joy to have on my timeline. but i've been really excited for all the changes that are coming up in your life, and i'm really glad that you're really taking control of your future!!! i hope that it brings you every happiness that you've been striving for, and you can finally knock out all the really cool stuff that you have on your wishlist of crazy activities and whims. i hope you have the time of your life taking classes that you want to take, and really shaping your life into what you want it to be. i'm rooting for you!! i hope your 2020 is gonna be everything you want and more
anna i'm losing it, i think the weirdest thing to me is the fact that i genuinely have known you for less than a year, but you've somehow managed to become such a vivid part of my life. it really would feel like a strange day now to go by a day without something shitty being said in our server, or otherwise having to watch you get roasted by someone for something. but i also want to say that i think you are one of the kindest, open-hearted, wonderful people that i've gotten to meet on this dumb internet. you have such incredible talent as a writer, and i'm so lucky to get a chance to rp with you, but even more than that i think that you are a fantastic friend, and someone who always tries to see the best in others. you can tsun as much as you want, but i think that you genuinely have such a propensity for kindness, and extending yourself for others, and it's just one of the many things that i adore about you. thank you for being a part of my life and not absolutely dropkicking me after all the times that we've been mean to each other. you're a strong, smart, capable person and i hope that i get to see you in 2020, you punk
andie it is genuinely so funny to me that there were a series of months this year where i just kept? seeing you in person? and it just felt like such a natural thing to me to be like "oh yea i'll probably see andie again in like two months" like we really were filipino cousins who would just drop in on each other every now and then, it was so funny sdlfkjsf but!! i know this past year has been some ups and downs for you, and i just wanted to say that i hope that 2020 is kinder to you. i hope that 2020 recognizes all the work that you put in, and all the heart that you show to the people around you, and minimizes all of your thirsty sins and the shit that you make us see in servers, and gives you the year that you deserve. because you are an amazing, kind, hilarious person who is always doing your best in everything that you try your hand at, and you are someone who deserves happiness and opportunity. so i hope that both of those things come your way in the coming year, and the coming decade, and you can take care of you and yours the way that you want to. thanks for being my friend, andie, and i'll see you next year again!!
ara ARA THE KEEPER OF THE BEARS AND THE BRAINCELLS!!!! WHAT WOULD WE HAVE DONE WITHOUT YOU slkdjfsf i'm losing it. honestly thank you so much for being a good sport about being immediately pulled into our memes without us even asking, because we're heathens with no meme manners. but i honestly feel like you're a good sport about everything, and it was just so nice to get to officially meet you this past year. you were such a calming presence everywhere that we went, even though you also managed some pERFECTLY FIERY ROASTS IN RETURN every now and then sdlfksf. you're genuinely one of the warmest people that i know, not to mention one of the best writers. i love the way that you consider your characters so thoughtfully, and try to carry all aspects of their personality, and all the chaos that comes from that even though you terrorized me in subdiv. i'm so happy to know you, and i can't wait to see you again in 2020!! we will once again need you to hold the braincell,
ari OH ARI IT WAS SO NICE TO MEET YOU THIS YEAR AAAAAAAA SDLKFJSF honestly it was genuinely one of the greatest highlights of my vacation, and you are just as friendly and sweet in person as i thought that you'd be, laughs. i'm so happy that we've gotten to play together in so many different ways this year, finally getting to murder with you was amazing especially our fuckin stupid demon nonsense in that last week of thots, wow. you are always so creative and fun to thread off of, and i'm so happy to get a chance to write with you and can't wait to rp with you again in january!! it's been wonderful to know you as long as i have, and to get all of our weird cr, and in general getting the chance to be your friend and watch your descent into swordhell laughs. i hope that i get to see you again at fanime 2020, and i hope that your new decade is as fabulous as you deserve!!
becks BECKS WHO ALREADY LAUNCHED INTO THE NEW YEAR WAY AHEAD OF US!!!! ugh becks for one i can't believe that you finally got a chance to murder with us after i've been hounding you for months laughs i'M SO GLAD THAT WE FINALLY DRAGGED YOU IN and you got to join our funky little murder family. it makes me so happy to know you, and to talk to you more consistently, and generally be able to enjoy having you in my life bc god knows that i'm lucky for that!! you are such a friendly, outgoing, hilarious person that brings light with you wherever you go whether it's in the servers or in the joke tags that you slam into people's inboxes. i feel like you really do manage to bring the party with you wherever you go. it's crazy to think about all the years that i've known you, and i can't wait to continue to write and chat with you into the new year and the new decade. thank you so much for all the laughs and the nonsense, and for just being so unapologetically yourself.
blair WELL FOR ONE I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO ARTICULATE HOW EXCITED I AM TO HAVE YOU IN MY GAME NEXT MONTH!!!! i've been so excited from the second that you expressed interest, because i've been excited for the chance to play with you again, which hasn't been super easy to find since i've disappeared to mgs for so long!! but i just wanted to tell you that i know that the past few years have had a lot of ups and downs, but i'm just happy that you've come to a place where you're stronger, when you're entertaining the idea of school together, and generally that happiness is finding you more, because you deserve it. i know that our own relationship has yo-yo'd a lot, laughs and cries, but i'm always going to be cheering for you, and hoping for your every happiness, because you are a wonderful, kind, sincere person who deserves it. i hope that you can continue to do what brings you joy, and write who you want to write, and you get a chance to do everything that you dream of. thank you for sticking with me for the past few years, and i'm really happy that our friendship gets to extend into the next decade.
boba FINALLY! I GOT TO MEET BOBA! LIVE AND IN PERSON! WOW! THAT WAS AMAZING! i'm losing it, i can't believe that it finally happened after so long of me trying to chase you down for it. getting to see madeon with you after we've talked so much about "IF MADEON GOES ON TOUR, WE HAVE TO GO SEE HIM TOGETHER" was definitely one of the highlights of the year. not to mention the fact that i get to play with you in a game again? absolutely amazing. absolutely delighted. you have always been one of the most fun people to play off of, and that hasn't changed at all. i love seeing all the ideas that you have and the ways that you run with them in the game, and i am just so fond of everything that you just run for in rp with wild abandon. not to mention how supportive of you are in everything, and also the gratitude that i feel for all the dog pictures that you share - you are just, in general, an incredible person who i feel so lucky to know. being friends with you is a delight and each day that i get with you is a gift. it's wild to me how long we've known each other and we'll just keep racking up the years ♥
britt OH MY DARLING BELOVED BRITT WITH HER NEW YONA-ESQUE HAIRCUT!!!! i think that you, more than anyone else i know, deserves a nice, soft, warm, reassuring decade ahead of you. because i think you are one of the nicest, softest, warmest, and most reliable people that i know on this entire godforsaken planet. i wish i could tell you how much you mean to me but that would be quite the fucking feat. i think that you are someone who is always considerate of others, who can always stand to be a little kinder to herself, and who really knows how to fuckin work that customer service voice, laughs. i am so fond of you, and i appreciate you so much, and i want nothing more than for your life to be easier because you deserve it. you are one of the most hard-working people that i know, and you deserve recognition for everything that you offer to your friends and the people around you. you mean the world to me and so many other people, for so many reasons, because you are such a wonderful friend and a light in everyone's lives. so i hope that the coming decade is more relaxing, and you get a chance for a break, but know that no matter what, we all love you and will try to support you in every way we know how. thank you for all the smiles and moments of friendship that you've given me, and i can't wait to spend 2020 with you too.
cardori OH SWEET CARDORI it's still wild to me to think that i only got to know you in the past few years when technically we live? so strangely close to each other? isn't that such a strange thing? sometimes i think about that au where we met irl when we were younger and then had no idea until we met up again later in our lives, laughs. but i know that the past few years have been a lot of changes for you, and a lot of you dealing with some dark things, but i just want you to know that i'm really happy that you're here. i'm really happy that you're still in all of our lives, making us scream in confusion over rp, and making us all laugh and smile - and hopefully you get to squeeze in some smiles and laughs yourself. i think that not only are you a very thoughtful and intelligent person, but i think that you are a very sweet and kind person. i think that you offer a lot to the people around you, and you're a good friend, and we're all very fortunate to have you in our lives. i'm happy that even if we never met earlier in our lives, we know each other now, and i get to call you a friend. i look forward to years ahead with you, and rping with you, and hanging out with you casually taking pictures of cats or ice skating or whatever else the new decade will bring.
cola SWEET COLA it's such a weird concept to me that i've only gotten to really know you over the past year!! i know that school and life has been busy for both of us so we don't always get the chance to chat much, but i nonetheless wanted to express to you how happy i am that you're in my life and how glad i am that i got the chance to meet with you. writing with you is always so much, just So Much, and the variety of characters that you play is always amazing to me. from madoka to akane to escha i'm just like mY GOD THE RANGE!!! on top of that, you're always such a funny and friendly voice in every single game server we have, which makes me super excited to get to play with you again in the coming year!! it would delight me to no end to get the chance to rp with you again, and have an excuse to pull you into our disco for all the nonsense that goes on in there. i hope that your 2020 is kinder to you, because you deserve it, and i hope that everything goes your way!! may the decade be as lovely and bright as you are ♥
crystal well i can't do this without talking about how fucking funny and amazing you are, crystal, i just can't. i'll say again and again that i'm really happy that we were able to get more cr this time around in thots, and i got to experience one of your cryptids again because oh god i've missed them. i love your sense of humor, all the memes that you posted, but also how sincerely and unapologetically you adore every single one of your "barely knows how to be a human" characters slkfjsdf it was so fun to play with you again and i hope that our paths gross again soon in the future!! regardless, whether it's with your art, your writing, or just you living life, i hope that 2020 is amazing to you and you manage to get everything that you want from it and more. please go live your funky life and just know that you bring so much laughter and joy to the people around you just from being yourself, and never doubt that.
dearest ugh
EVERY YEAR I DO THIS,,
but no i feel like at this point there's nothing that i could say that you haven't heard before. which is so wild, but i guess it's just another reminder that we've been in each other's lives for so goddamn long, which is also mind-boggling in its own right. it feels like just yesterday that we were both in high school, and then i blinked and now i'm in grad school and you have a career that you just got a promotion for. WE'RE REALLY ADULTS NOW. but i think that same as any other year, i feel grateful and so happy that i have you as my rock, and someone who's always got my back. even though it's been harder to find time to watch shit this year, which we have to get better at, i hope that we continue to have at least that constant that we'll always be in each other's lives. i know that i'm happier to have you with me, and i'm sure that others can say the same. you are an incredible, smart, capable person who has defeated impostor syndrome so like, i have no idea what the fuck is left for you to do. cure cancer? but really, i'm sure that there's literally nothing in this world that you wouldn't be able to do if you put your mind to it. thank you for being a part of my life for this long, dearest, and i hope that the new decade just means that you'll reach higher and higher. we got this.
eli oh sweet eli, i just want to say thank you for always greeting me every single holiday, and for wishing me well on finals week, and congratulating me for getting into grad school, and in general just being such a thoughtful and considerate person to everyone around you. it's been so nice when i get to see you when you come to LA, and you're just as delightful in person as you are on the internet. you're someone who is absolutely incredible about reaching out to your friends and making them feel loved, and i just wanted you to know that your efforts definitely aren't unnoticed. i'm so happy to be able to call you a friend, and it's so wild to me that we weren't even super close a few years ago. but i'm happy that i've gotten to play so many different types of cr with you in so many wild games, and in general that i've gotten to get to know you and become a more educated person in musicals because of it. the love that you have for your canons is infectious and manages to immediately steal everyone's hearts. i can't wait to play with you even more in the coming year, and thank you for being my friend.
francy hm i have to go
no just kidding. it's really funny that we've been handcuffed to each other for pretty much a year and there isn't all that much sign that that's going to change any time soon!! I KNOW THAT THERE'S A NICENESS QUOTA BUT FUCK IT, IT'S THE HOLIDAYS so i'm ignoring it. this sign can't stop me because i can't read, etc etc. but honestly, i'm really glad that we're friends, and that we've gotten so close over the past year. it's been really fun to have a threading partner that i can slam into stuff with whenever i have a whim, even tho i know lately i've been so tired and it's my tag on all our shit aaaaaaa, but it's never because i don't want to write with you, because i always do. because your tags are fun and engaging, and talking to you is just as fun and engaging. thank you for being my side as we finally finished the greatest kdrama of the millenium, Pinocchio, and everything else that we've put on randomly throughout the year. and thank you also for just being someone that i feel like i can talk to, that listens and remembers the things that i get insecure about, and generally being a good friend to me. i appreciate knowing that if i'm ever down, i can talk to you about stuff and at least feel heard even tho a lot of my problems tends to be huge and existential and hard to actually find a way out of. but you're always a wonderful voice to have just to bring me back to earth, and i can say with all sincerity that i don't know that i would've done without you this year. you made my life better just by being yourself, and i hope that i've managed to give back to you even a fraction of what you've given to me. so thank you for everything, and you'll have to keep dealing with me for the next decade! we still have not found the handcuffs key,
freshy OH FRESHY I LOVE YOU i tell this to everyone who will endure me for even five seconds because even though we haven't played together in years and our fandoms only cross streams like twice a year, i still want to express how happy i am to have you in my life every single year. because i think that your sense of humor is top notch, i think that you're one of the kindest people i know, i think that you're open-hearted, and pretty, and in general just a fantastic human being. being able to talk to you briefly about dream!ing or touken ranbu is honestly always such a highlight to me, and i love hearing your insights about literally anything. i think that you could probably read the phonebook and i'd be absolutely fucking enraptured. but regardless, i just want to say that i'm happy that you're in my life, and thank you for still being my friend. i hope that the new decade is extremely, unfathomably kind to you ♥
gigi ugh i just thought about minions bc that's just what i associate with you and i could go an entire fuckin decade without thinking about minions and be that much richer for it. in all seriousness, welcome to California, and despite fuckin everything that's happened, i'm still so happy that you're here. i'm so glad that we have, in fact, gone to get boba multiple times like we said that we would, and that we've been able to hang out since you've arrived. it's still strange to me that we've only known each other for a few years because you are someone that i feel like i could've known my whole life considering how quickly we got along, and how much i automatically trusted you. so even though you drive me crazy and i honestly think there are a few statements i could've gone without ever hearing, i'm really happy that we're friends. i'm really happy that we've been able to stay friends through all the crazy shit that's happened to both of us, including twitter having it out for you, and i hope that we're able to stay friends through whatever else happens. but in general, i hope that the new decade is nice to you, and you get repaid for all the hard work that you put into everything. the meritocracy is broken and sometimes effort feels like a sham - but i think you, more than anyone i know, deserve kindness from the universe. so i hope that it comes, and it's everything that you ever hope for.
gore we're not in games together anymore and i don't always have a second to catch your plurks, but i just still wanted to express gratitude for the fact that we're friends, and that we've gotten to be friends for so long. i hope that everything is going well, and i'm gonna make more of an effort to slam into your plurks soon because i miss your puns, but i just wanted to say that when i look back on some of the years in this decade, i'm feel happy and lucky that i always found such a consistent friend in you. you're someone who is so big-hearted, so warm, and so friendly that you make everyone around you feel cared for. thank you for making the world a brighter place and also for being a part of my life all this time!!
hana HANA I WANTED TO WISH YOU A HAPPY NEW YEAR i know that we don't rp together anymore, and i mostly see a lot of your stuff on twitter, but it feels like it would've been wrong to look back on the past year and decade and think about the people in my life and not express the gratitude in my heart that i got to meet you. i still think that you're one of the sweetest people that i know, and even though we both took a break from game rp, i hope that our paths will cross in the future soon!! regardless, i always love every single one of your fandom opinions and watching you fall into Badass Temple hell was so very, very funny sldkfj. but!! thank you so much for being my friend, and i hope that the new year and the new decade are kind to you. i hope to cross paths with you again soon!!
jae i keep laughing - jae, you are probably one of the oldest friends that i have. one of the friends that i can look back and actually confidently say "yes, i'm pretty sure i knew jae at the start of the decade" and isn't that a wild thing? in all this time, you have always been someone that i admire. someone who is kind, who is sweet, who is incredibly good to all the people in her life. whether it's the gifts that you make for people - and i clutched my phichit pillow closer to me when you made that plurk - or just the fact that you always reach out to others and find all the ways to make them smile, i think that you are probably one of the greatest examples on this planet that there are genuinely nice people out there. i miss rping with you a lot, but i mostly am still glad to catch you whenever i do on plurk. my greatest hope is that i'll eventually see you in person again one of these years, because this past fanime i missed you so very dearly. thank you for being thoughtful and hilarious, and in general just being your bear-loving self. i'm so happy that i go to go through this entire goddamn decade with you, and i can't wait to go for another one ♥ much love and happy new year
jan )': i love jan so much. JAN, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. i'm gonna say it pretty much a thousand times over, because i mean it every single time. i'm not sure how many of these notes i've written for you over the years, and i'm actually worried to think about how repetitive i might've gotten sodklfjsdf but i guess if anything, i think there's at least the consistent fact that i love you, and i'm really grateful that you're in my love, and you're an irreplaceable friend to me. i love the energy that you bring in everything that you do, and i'm glad that we've gotten to murder with each other not just one but three times over this past year, and our cr has absolutely slayed me every single time. you're a fantastic writer, and i love seeing the way that you engage with people and let your characters grow. even though you're so tired of us in chat, i am also glad that i have a way to talk to you everyday, even if it's just for a few minutes sldkfjsdf we've been together this long so the chances of you getting rid of me are pretty fucking slim!!! thank you for enduring me all this time, and for how you will inevitably have to endure me for the next decade ♥
kami OH SPORTS PROTAG OF MY LIFE!!!! i'm laughing, kami, i don't know how i actually got by without having you in my life. i barely remember what that time was like now?? i don't know how i got by without your boundless energy, without the way that you care so much about others, without the way that you seem to make friends everywhere that you go. you really have that izuku and hinata energy..... when will shounen jump just accept the inevitable and write a manga about you?? in all seriousness, thank you for always being a ball of light that rams straight forward everything and everyone. i love the way that you see your goals and then chase after them, whether that's something in your life or with your fitness regimen, or just anything at all. you are an incredible person who is genuinely one of the most impressive forces of nature in existence, and i hope that you pat yourself on the back for that and give yourself credit for all the difference that you make in the world. thank you for always giving me a reason to smile, and i can't wait to hang out with you again in the new decade!
kat SLDKFJSDF LISTEN I CAN'T NOT GIVE YOU A SHOUTOUT CONSIDERING THE WEIRD WAY THAT WE RECONNECTED THESE PAST FEW WEEKS HAHA SDLKFJ but you're a friend that i've lost touch with and then reconnected over the past decade, and i think that's just the weird magic of internet friendships since we met in pandora hearts and eventually reconvened in hypnosis mic sdlkfjsdf. but!! i did some catching up and read some of your recent plurks and honestly i'm glad that you're doing well!! you've made it to the bigtime and now you make drinks and cosplay and write fic and what more could you really want out of life, right. sdlkfj but!! i hope that 2020 is even kinder to you, and i hope the hypmic anime is good for both of our sakes, laughs. thanks for being a part of my life over the course of the decade, and i hope that we manage to stay connected for a long while!!
keru AW KERU i just want to express my appreciation for you considering how accomplished you are, and how cool i think that is. like considering how active you are in your fandoms, the fact that you sing on youtube, that you're literally teaching in japan?? those are all amazing things and i admire your ability to really chase after what you want to do!! the entire time that we've known each other, you've always been an amazing, sweet, delightfully kind person who reaches out to the people around you and makes them feel right at home. i hope that japan has been good to you and continues to be good to you in the new year!! hopefully we get to play together again sometime soon, but i will patiently wait bc it'll be totally worth it whenever it happens!! thank you for being in my life, and i hope your new decade is fantastic!
kia kia my incredible, prolific, and incredibly prolific friend -- sldkfjsdf ok but no really, i think that you're amazing. in so many ways. you write fic for so many people, you're active in all your games, you consume so much media, you volunteer at a shelter on the weekends - you are just such an unfathomably talented person with the energy levels that i can only really aspire to??? i'm so happy that our fandom paths crossed again this year in fire emblem so we could talk about it, and also so i could appropriately enjoy and admire your writing and the way that you play from it!! i need to get more active in my own damn game again soon so that we can play together, but you're a joy to have as not only a player and fellow writer, but also as a friend. i'm so happy and blessed that i've known you over the past decade, and that i look forward to knowing you for the coming decade too!! thank you for being a part of my life, and choosing to be my friend, and for your endless warmth and patience. i adore you so much and hopefully i'll be able to see you in the coming year(s)!!!
kori KORI I WISH I COULD TELL YOU HOW MUCH I WANT YOU TO COME VISIT AGAIN SDLKFJ OR HOW BADLY I WANT TO TRY TO MAKE IT TO ACEN!!! BUT ON GOD I MISS YOU SO!! the weekend that you came to visit - i can't remember which year that was don't look at me it might've been 2018 it doesn't matter - was still so incredibly fun, and i follow your tweets but it'S NOT THE SAME AS I GETTING TO HANG WITH YOU IRL!! anyway i hope that you're living your kpop life, both in the sense that you enjoy the kpop you listen to and the fact that i thought that one of your selfies was a for realsies idol selca HAHA. i hope that we get to tag again soon especially as i get bit by the chiakana bug, but in general i just wanted to express my warm wishes and hope that you get to have a wonderful 2020! thank you for being my friend and i'm so happy that i got to know you this decade ♥
kosy OH MY SWEET BAE, I HOPE YOU ATE MANY MOONCAKES THIS YEAR I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF THAT'S THE SEASON YET BUT IN GENERAL I HOPE THAT YOU EAT MOONCAKES AROUND THE HOLIDAYS NO MATTER HOW MANY CALORIES THEY HOLD!!! but given the fact that i still send you a bunch of leo enstars links even to this day, i hope you know that i think of you often, and i always hope that you're doing well. i hope you're warm and happy and get to spend time with your friends and loved ones, and that life is treating you well otherwise i'm gonna fistfight it. especially when i think about the friendship over the course of the decade, it always makes me smile because i'm always gonna be fond of the time we've spent together no matter what. thank you for making that first enstars plunge with me, but also for playing all sorts of weird crosscanon cr, and being an amazing writer, and always giving me a reason to smile no matter what's going on. you're always going to be dear to me, and i hope your new decade is amaaaazing. thank you for being my bae. (':
kyuu clutches chest kyuu.....!!!! kyuu sometimes i think about the fact that you were in cerealia for pretty much the same length of time that aki and i were and yet he and i had no idea, and i thINK ABOUT HOW UNFORTUNATE THAT IS. BECAUSE THAT IS SO MUCH TIME THAT I COULD'VE HAD KYUU IN MY LIFE AND INSTEAD I MISSED OUT!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!! sdkljfdf bUT REGARDLESS i feel lucky that i get to have you in my life now. you're smart, you're funny, you're a great person that's fun to write with and plot with and i can't wait to ruin everyone's lives in crau!! it's always a delight to bounce ideas off of you since we get things like gluing heelies on carlos' burned toesies and it's always a good time. but it's been great to share games with you for the past year, and i hope that we get to share even more in the coming year!! thank you for being such a fun person in my life, and i hope that your new decade is delightful and comforting!!
lisa lisaaaaaaaa i feel like you said yourself in your own decade in review plurk, but i really am glad that this year was kind to you - you've done amazing things. i'm so glad that you feel like there's a type of clarity in your life and that you're able to do the things that you want to do!! the strength that you found to create your comic isn't something that can easily be described in words, and i will always admire you for it. i'm so glad that i was able to meet you this year - being able to hang out with you and ray and ari will honestly be such a highlight of my summer, thanks for enduring the heatwave!! but yes, i just wanted to give you kudos and say that you did absolutely amazing this year and i hope that the next year is even kinder to you!! i hope that you find time and energy for everything that you want to do, because i'm sure that you're going to take the world by storm. thank you so much for giving me inspiration to go out and do things that matter to me, and have a fantastic new year!!
marie MARIE YOU ARE A GIFT TO THE UNIVERSE AND EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD BETTER KNOW IT. I MEAN IT. i think about what you give to other people, whether it's for work, or for your friendships, or for your hobbies, or just for the type of life you live - and i think that you are so generous and so kind, and i know that maybe you're not yet at a place where you feel like you can truly accept your current standing - but i just want you to know that as an outsider looking in, you're amazing. you're someone who is incredibly dedicated and incredibly reliable and incredibly loyal - while also being charming, hilarious, and so smart. while i understand the drive to always be better, i hope that i can also just extend the fact that you are so impressive as you are, too. i mean i also like writing with you. i should probably also admit that given that we met in an rping hobby, but y'know,, you have a way with your characters where you give them so much life, and no thread is ever boring. but all in all, you're basically an amazing person that deserves every piece of good luck and every great opportunity that life throws at you. thank you so much for being an amazing influence in my life, and i hope that your decade is amazing!!!
mira clutches chest.... mira. well for one, congratulations again on graduating, i hope that your post-school life has been amazing and you've accomplished everything that you've wanted to!! you're free, and i think that starting off the new decade free is definitely an amazing feeling. but i just wanted to say thank you for reaching out to me once you realized that our fandoms were colliding again, because i absolutely missed talking to you about plot and fandom and also reminiscing about our old cr because some of the stuff we did was just so galaxy brain ugh. it's crazy how long we've known each other when i pause and think about how long ago cerealia was, because it feels almost like another lifetime. but i'm so happy that our paths crossed then and we've been able to stay friends since then!! you're a really gifted writer with a knack for introspection and being able to really pull out some amazing headcanons too, and i always had a blast when i got to play off of you! thank you so much for being a part of my life for so long, and i hope that your upcoming year is truly blessed!!
nat baby nat sacks.... please don't stop reading sldkjf. HAHA okay in all seriousness, i love you natto and i'm so happy that we're friends. there's no one else that i would've rather seen promare 8 times with or into the spider-verse like 7 times with. wow we watch movies a lot. ANYWAY i'm so grateful that you're in my life, because i love every single one of our long meandering talks over ramen or a pizookie at like 10 pm. i think you're a thoughtful, intelligent, incredibly kind and sincere person who deserves the world. i know that sometimes compliments can be a little hard to accept but i'm just (shoves them at you) take it juST TAKE IT. you are one of my dearest friends, and when i look back on the past few years, some of the best memories that i have are ones where you're in them. thanks for all your patience with being dragged into the memes by the way, i hope you enjoy your trips to mars on a jaeger you didn't ask for. but really, i'm so happy when i get to look back on the past few years and i get the chance to say that you're my friend, and i'm lucky enough to be able to say that. i hope that i'll be able to say it for a long time coming!! thank you for everything, from the laughs to the vulnerable chats, and i hope that the upcoming decade has everything that you could ever want waiting for you to just reach out and grab.
niji niji i am a fucking idiot and i didn't add you on my normal plurk apparently?? i COULD'VE FUCKING SWORN THAT I DID, BUT APPARENTLY I DID NOT SDKLFJSDF ANYWAY!!! WHENEVER YOU ADD ME AND YOU GET TO FINALLY SEE THIS - i can't believe that i only got to know you this year, and i wonder where you've been all my life. honestly i missed you so much this past murdergame niji, i missed you so much that my heart ACHED with it even tho i don't want to live in a world where jj yurionice fucks. but you are such a bundle of warmth and sweetness, while also being so intensely cursed i can't believe some of the shit that you say. it is occurring to me now that i've missed a lot of your plurks that were done outside of the murdergame period, buT FOR THE ONES THAT I DID SEE, i hope that you continue to be the best possible version of yourself and also have a wonderful 2020!! thank you for being a part of my life, and i adore you more than i can even begin to say.
nik ugh nik FINALLY I GET REVENGE FOR YOUR INCREDIBLY SWEET THANKSGIVING MESSAGE!!!! when i got the ping and read what you sent me, i got to go "oh my god, i absolutely am going to get revenge for this" anD HERE IT IS. so nik, i'm so glad that 2019 improved for you over time. congratulations on leaving your job and finding a place that will actually treat you right, and if it doesn't, we're gonna break their kneecaps. that's just what all your friends have agreed as a collective. because honestly, you are such a wonderful, caring, determined, and loyal human being that deserves the world. i hope that the momentum from your new job just continues to ride out into the new year so that it gets better and better, and that you seize this upcoming decade and make it yours. i'm so glad that i got to meet you through a murdergame, and i hope that we'll get a chance to play together again in the future!! but until then, i adore you to bits and just want you to do whatever makes you happy. you've earned it. thank you for everything, and have an amazing 2020!!
pixi oh pixi we need you and your braincell more than anything else on this planet. sdlkfjsdf I KEEP THINKING ABOUT ALL OUR GATHERINGS WHERE AKI AND I WERE IMMEDIATELY USELESS AS SOON AS THE SUN SET SO WE RELIED SO HEAVILY ON YOU AND YOUR BRAINCELL!!! but in all seriousness, i'm so relieved that i met you this year for reasons other than the fact that you're the only sane person i know dsldkjf. you are such an amazing, generous, giving person and i always, always love talking to you and hearing about what you get up to. youR LIFE IS REALLY INTERESTING?? LIKE THE PATH YOU'VE TAKEN TO GET TO WHERE YOU ARE NOW IS REALLY INTERESTING SDLFKJ and i hope that the path you take from here forward is also interesting but like - in a responsible, manageable way!!! i hope that you get to sleep better and transition to the job of your dreams in 2020!! i hope you get to see yuzuru hanyu skate somehow!! i hope that the heavens up and give you every single dream that you deserve. thank you so much for being my friend, and i look forward to see you for fanime 2020!!
ray ugh ray you're just as lovely in person as you are on the internet, and i already said it in ari and lisa's but getting to hang out with all three of you was honestly one of the high points of my vacation. i am so happy that i got to finally hang with y'all in person and talk about murder in an ice cream shop. is that not the dream. sldkjf but in all seriousness, i'm so glad that we got to play together so much this year!! you and ari joining the murder circuit was such a gift, even though one game was just kara and lili being stupid and weirdly compatible with each other, laughs. you're such a fantastic writer and such a creative person that's awesome to bounce ideas off of, and i look forward to seeing you in my game next month!! i hope that 2020 is even kinder to you than 2019 was, because you absolutely deserve to have a bright and shining future ahead of you. thank you so much for your friendship over the past few years, and i really hope that i get to see you at fanime next year!!
sib OH MY SIBBU....... look even tho i've gotten to the point where you've given me enough material to roast you mercilessly, i hope that you know that no matter what, above all else, i love you. and i'm worried that i might not say it enough to even out my gentle bullying, but i'm gonna try to get better about it. i love you a lot, and i think you're one of the coolest people that i know. i love how much passion you have for the things that you care about, whether it's your fandoms, or your art, or your incredible knowledge about insects and animals, because those things can be so uniquely sib and that's what make them worthwhile to me. i love looking at a picture of sonic and going "that reminds me of sib" laughs. you're way cooler than you give yourself credit for, but i'm going to keep telling you as much until you start believing it yourself, because it's true. you're a fantastic person all around, and i'm the one who's lucky to know you. i promise. it was so good to meet you this past year and while i'm sad i won't get to see you again in 2020, i know that our paths will eventually cross again. thank you so much for all the laughs and all the roast material - but in all seriousness, i love you a ton and hope that 2020 is incredible for you.
sisi oh sisi i'm sure i've fucking told you this but when i think of phenomenal teachers who are going to make changes in so many lives, i think of you first and foremost. i think of your passion for teaching, and the way that you clearly love your kids while also being strict with them when you have to, and i think that you are a force of fucking nature. i'm so happy for your promotion because it just means that's even more lives that you'll get to touch and influence for the better, because you have amazing ideas and amazing creativity and a sort of love that i don't think many people can even hold a candle to. obviously i think you're also an amazing writer and a super wonderful friend and person, but given that we're both in the realm of education, you know i gotta give you a shoutout for your passion for teaching first, laughs. but yes, you're a wonderful human being and i'm so excited for you to be in my game next month!! thanks for giving me hope in humanity. have a fucking amazing 2020 and new decade!!
sunny clutches chest oh sunny. i have no idea if i ever got to tell you this, but your name is so apt HAHA. like i think you are an incredibly wonderful, very sunny, very radiant and warm person. and i think that your kids are very lucky to have you to watch over them, and you deserve every kind word and gift that you get for all of your work. thank you for always sparing a kind word for my plurks no matter how weird and introspective they get, and thank you for always showing that same sincerity for the people around you no matter what. it's been a while since we got to play together and i miss your writing each day, but in general i am so glad that i've gotten to call you a friend for the past few years. thank you for all of that, and i hope that you have a wonderful new year!!
teej OH TEEJ it's been a wild year for sure. I HOPE YOU FEEL GREAT WITH A CROSS COUNTRY MOVE AND A CHANCE TO MOD A MURDERGAME UNDER YOUR BELT!!! it's been super busy for you, and i just want you to know that i think that you killed it on every single front. you did great, and i am absolutely certain that you'll continue to do great into the new year!! thank you so much for all of your companionship over the past few years, whether it was talking about our dumpster fire ship or watching your immediate descent into donten ni warau because of one asshole ninja. it's been such a joy to know you for as long as you have, and i'm so happy that i got the chance to be your friend. you are one of the most caring people that i know, and also one of the most absurdly patient dslkfjsdf what i wouldn't give for your patience. you are so good to the people who are around you, and i hope that you get to spend the rest of your days surrounded by the people who love and adore you, because it's what you deserve!! 2020 is going to start with a revival of some of our worst mistakes and i'm very excited for it, and also can't wait to see you again for fanime. have a wonderful 2020!! thank you for being my friend despite the mutual roasting
tsubo OH MY DARLING TSUBO clutches chest. i know that we've both been busy with a lot of rl stuff so we haven't gotten a chance to talk much, and you especially have had a whirlwind of things that i don't always get the chance to comment on, but i just still wanted to let you know - that when i think of people who exude kindness wherever they go, the people who truly provide a light for others, who are making a difference every single day to the people around them with their words and their heart, i think of you. i want nothing more than for 2020 and the new decade to be lovely for you, because you absolutely deserve a bright, shining future. then again, you're someone who i think would be able to get it regardless just given the way that you interact with the world. FINGERS CROSSED THAT SOMETIME IN THE COMING DECADE I'LL BE ABLE TO SEE YOU IN PERSON but regardless i hope that you have a good one. thank you for absolutely every kind word you've spared for me in the past few years, because they've helped me more than you can ever begin to know
ty awwwww shit fam here we go HAHA can you believe that we haven't known each other the entire decade?? because i can barely believe that!!! i feel like we've been friends for half my fucking life. thank you for being at my side for so many things not only this year, but over the past few years that we've known each other, even if it's not quite the decade. whether it's modding murdergames together, or going to watch the try guys or anastasia, or going to disneyland, i genuinely feel so grateful that i got to do so many of those things with you. you're smart, you're capable, you're funny, you're just such a good person, and i hope that the new decade is everything you hope for and more, because that's what you deserve. you put so much effort into everything that you do, and i'm so glad that you're finally seeing results. even though it's the season for self-improvement, i hope that you never lose sight of the fact that you are already an amazing person with a lot to be proud of. thank you for being with me all this time, and for enduring my bad jokes, and always being a fantastic friend. happy new year and i'll see you in the coming decade!!
yaywon slkdjfslkdjf YAYWON YOU ARE JUST. SUCH A GIFT. ALL AROUND, YOU ARE A JOY AND A PRESENT TO US ALL, AND IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME THAT EVERYONE IS 100% AWARE OF THIS FACT. you are one of the absolute most hysterical people that i've ever known in my goddamn life, and i'm pretty i say this every single year, buT I'M GONNA SAY IT AGAIN!!!! it's always easy to be in a good mood around you, because i love the way that you just engage with everything and everyone. the way that you tackle life always seems so energetic and with a relentless sense of humor - and i desperately need more of that energy in my life in every single way. you make me so unbelievably happy, and i just wish i could express to you more how much i appreciate your presence in my life. i'm so excited to get a chance to be able to rp with you again after so long, and finally we're going to be able to get to play twins!!!! WOW!!!! it's been a fucking decade in the making and it's going to be the best possible thing. thank you so much for being a part of my life, and for giving me so many reasons to smile and laugh. NEXT YEAR!! WE'RE TWO BUT WE'RE ONE!!
zara oh zara, the light of my life, my sun and stars, my dearest friend, i don't know how the hell i can be expected to sum up how happy you make me in just a short paragraph, but i guess i'm gonna have to fuckin try,, i told some of my friends recently that i have some friends that i think of and they just make me feel soft - and you are one of those friends. you are one of the people in my life where i am so full of fondness when i think of you, because you are one of the nicest, sweetest, absurdly thoughtful and fluffy people that i've ever met. i just want you to know that no matter your bad days or good days, i'm always here for you, and i'm always in your corner. i want you to be happy more than anything else, because you are someone who deserves it. you are always so considerate of the people around you, and you deserve happiness. you make me happy just by being you, and i hope you never feel like you have to be anything or anyone else besides who you want to be. i hope that 2020 is kind to you, and makes you happy, but just know that no matter what the next decade brings, i promise i'll always be here with you. thank you for being a part of my life so far, and i look forward to what the rest of the years bring us.
zia i had to actually think about it and i won't lie that i was pretty surprised at the concept that i didn't know you at the beginning of the decade?? you just seem like one of those friends that i've had nebulously forever sdlkfjsdf i'm really happy that we reconnected in the murder circuit, and i've loved the weird eclectic cr we've had in that time!! you always play the most interesting characters and i love how you always lean all the way in for whatever characterization they have, because that means that it sure as hell is never a dull moment!! you're also just so fun to talk to in chat, and i'm so glad that we've all moved over to game servers, since it means that we all get to chat more and i feel like i've gotten to know you better. i look forward to seeing you at fanime, and apologize in advance for whatever nonsense you will have to witness during that time (wipes brow) happy new year!!!
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You're an inspiration, dearest! You're thoughtful, you're socially competent, you're wise beyond your years. You're always looking for ways to grow and better yourself. You're always approaching life with an optimistic, bright but focused viewpoint.
It takes work to approach life like that. It takes effort and determination and a focus to do exactly that, and I just wanted to say that I've always admired it and I always will admire it. You put in so much effort to be the best dearest you can possibly be, and every year, you just do all the more amazingly at it.
SO YEAH. Here's to another year, and another decade! And to figuring out how to make our schedules work to watch things, sweats THAT TOO
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this was the day i began to suffer endlessly. can you believe it? it'll be an entire year in a month and a half, but i'm so Tired that it feels like i've known you for several. i cannot believe. anyhow.
i know you will keep giving us the "i was a sad sun that almost went out" shtick, but i want you to know i'm glad you didn't. or i would have never been able to honestly say in tyool 2019 i played a shitty sasuke uchiha and got murder cucked by great value naruto. i don't think a day went by later that i wasn't so appreciative of you and francy being stupid with me. i don't even care if either of you roast me anymore, it'd actually feel lonely if you didn't.
i stand by what i said about the new year being good to you because you'll make it good to you. i've never met someone else with so much motivation to just reach out and snag what they want when they want it, and i don't know if i admire that more or what it took for you to get to a place like that. i'm a type A personality and i love hard work, sue me.
i'm excited to continue to know you into 2020, and even if it comes down to not being able to meet you and everyone else this year, i hope to do it very soon. thank you for being my friend, and be very blessed this year!